The Musings of the Absolutely Fabulous Ms. N.

Its only 11 am and I am dying to go home. I cant seem to get into the groove of things. I did not go to the gym yesterday so I absolutely have to go today. Last night I was trying on some clothes and was pleased to see that I can now get into a dress that I was never ever able to get into. The dress still had the tags on it. I was able to zip it up with no problem. I still really need to work on my stomach though. I am very unhappy with that part of my body. I also have to continue to work on my arms. They look better but not as good as I hoped they would.

I think my problem right now is that I feel that I am stuck in this void. The void called Maryland. I feel alone during the week once I get home from work. I partly go to the gym just to be around people. I cant possible leave any time soon as I just renewed my lease and dont have any cash in the bank or job prospects. So I feels like I am finishing a prison sentence where I dont know what my release date is. I just try to take things day by day and keep myself going.