The Musings of the Absolutely Fabulous Ms. N.

I am finally able to get some mental relaxation now that my weekend is coming to a close. I am a bridesmaid in a friend's wedding and I was helping out with the weekend's bachlorette events. To be honest I wasn't looking forward to any of it. I had a falling out with one of the other bridesmaids due to her betrayal of confidence. We were friends for a number of years so it was sad for me that I could no longer count her among my friends. It did not help that I heard her talking smack about me and another member of the bridal party (whom I have since become friends with) and heard from others that she was talking shit about me and the bridesmaid. She also tried to take credit for stuff that she did not plan and made it seem that she did a vast majority of the planning by herself. She also attempted to get some other friends to convince me to speak to her. Talk about a junior high tactic. There were times that I wanted to tell her to fuck off and it took all my my willpower to keep calm. Luckily once the wedding is over I will never have to see her again. Sad but I have to do what I need to do to live my life. If that means cutting someone out of it then so be it.